Ad's page

2011-07-21T20:19:00.000-07:00

in 5 years time, you might just prove me wrong ;)

2011-07-13T04:14:00.000-07:00

Dr. Mark Greene: I want to tell you something, but you can't tell any other kids, okay?
Daniel Pendry: Okay.
Dr. Mark Greene: Okay. Parents don't always know what they're doing. Just because they're adults doesn't mean they know what's right. In fact, some adults are wrong most of the time.
Daniel Pendry: I know that.
Dr. Mark Greene: Good. Then I want you to promise me something.
Daniel Pendry: What?
Dr. Mark Greene: Don't listen to them. Don't believe that you're not just as good as your brother. Just as smart, just as special... One day, they may realize that they were wrong. But you can tell them it doesn't matter, because you already knew. You knew before they did.

-E.R season 8 partly cloudy, chance of rain.

This episode made me cry, so true.

2011-06-24T17:37:00.000-07:00

2011-06-19T17:05:00.001-07:00

Sid : I mean what would you do if.. if everything's so fucked up and you... you just don't know what to do?

Cassie : I'll stop eating until they take me to the hospital

2011-05-28T10:01:00.000-07:00

‘What’ and ‘if’ two words as nonthreatening as words come. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: ‘What if?' -Letters to juliet.

2011-05-07T19:40:00.000-07:00

What if..........I was in the right place, at the right time?

2011-04-15T17:54:00.000-07:00

High school means a lot to me,

drama, tears, joy. All in 3 years.

We give much and we get much.

A place to share everything.

A place to learn that love can be found everywhere, with everyone.

A place to be together at all time.

A place to laugh and cry at the same time.

A very lesson of life.

So to you,

who still able to taste high school,

please enjoy every seconds of it.

Live it with passion,

follow your intuition,

because by time when you have to get out,

the thing you will regret the most is the thing you didn't do.

Trust me, I do.

2011-04-10T08:48:00.001-07:00

2011-04-10T08:29:00.000-07:00

I thank God for.... (part 2)

15. Highschool dramas.

16. Long showers that weep my problems.

17. Lily allen's songs.

18. Dreams

19. Social network

20. You.

2011-04-10T04:06:00.000-07:00

We're different, we're so fckin different.

You're careless and I'm the kind of girl that really really needs attention.

We're not meant to be together.

My fault.

I like you at the time when I only got a few weeks left to be in school and get the chance to know you better.

You're cute, I have to admit.

You play guitar, you sing, you wear tartan shirt, you play skateboard, you're just cute.

You are my good time memories.

You bring me to the past when everything was alright, and maybe.... just maybe, that is the main reason why I like you.

The more I know about you, the deeper I fall.

The more I recognize you, the more I regret times.

If only I treated you better back then,

If only I say hello everytime I met you,

If only we were good friends,

This would be easier.

Time flies, life goes on, I have to follow my path.

I have to leave you. There, buried with my high school memories and let you be my teenage dream.

P.S : I believe you're not a jerk. She's a freak ya know :p

2011-04-09T07:01:00.000-07:00

"You dont choose who you fall in love with."

Dalem, jleb.

At first, I didn't agree with that sentence. Until I realized.....that I do.

I do- not choose the one whom I fell in love with.

I don't even know why I love him. What is love by the way?

I don't even know if I love him.

All I know is that every single thing about him makes me happy.

FIN~

2011-04-09T06:16:00.000-07:00

Halo hari ini H-9 un sma angkatan 2011.

I'm like, whaaaaat??? Beneran udah mau un? BELOM SIAP NIH gimana dong?

Bukannya mau galau galau sedih melancolis puitis nefritis whatev itu ya, tapi sedih gilak lo sekolah efektif cuman seminggu lagi, ups 5 hari sih tepatnya. Itu belom kalo nanti banyak yang nggak masuk lah, guru guru gabut disekolah, pusing stres dimarain, mana mamapapa gue lagi di perancis beduaan baru balik H-2 un.

YmomY??? I've been crying here stres sama mamih marta...

Jadi nih jadi, tadi tuh gue sama flowerry my chairmate tadi ke sekolah mau belajar. Udah tuh abis klinik sana sini akhirnya kita udah penat banget. Akhirnya kita ke rumah arin beduaan aja. Gue rasa sih bokap nyokapnya arin sampe bosen gitu liat kita main kesana ^^v. nah terusan si bunga di telpon mamanya, mamanya nanyain nomernya bu marta kan, bunga nanya "Buat apaan mam?" terus kata mamanya "Nggak tau nih tadi mama disuruh nemuin bu marta"

Matik lah kita berdua udeh panik aja tuh kenapaaaaa coba WHY ON EARTH BU MARTA MINTA MAMANYA BUNGA KETEMUAN??

pastinya sih ada apa apa sama nilai kan. Bunga panik-gue juga.

Langsung lah pikiran gue melayang layang...Gimana coba kalo taunya bu marta nyariin byokap gue tapi nyokap gue ga bisa dihubungin hp nya kan. Panik super 2011 dong akhirnya tuh gue. terus gue sms nyokap langsung, gatau juga di perancis jam berapa sih tp udah ga tahan mau ngomong sama nyokap. huhu akhirnya setelah sms pajang lebar gitu gue ditelpon.

baru mamak gue ngomong halo wina kenapa sayang, udeh langsung gue meledak bibir bergetar nangis nangis gabisa ngomong sampe kasurnya arin bergetar juga, sepreinya penuh air mata beneran udah kayak film film gitu deh hahahaha, trus gue curhat deh. Trus guess what? I knew my mom is the best kan... She told me to take a time out. gausah belajar hari ini katanya, yah nangis nangis lah gue ditelpon sejaman kali ya, gatau juga bayarnya berapa itu telpon, untung juga papa gue yg telpon jadi gue ga keluar pulsa hehe^^ terus ternyata itu tengah malem disana hehe maap yah mam pap.

yaudah sedih sedih blah blah curhat gitu akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk pergi ke mcd. Baru mau keluar eeeeeh kontingen 2 dateng tuh si hasna sama vini, udah deh nggak jadi ke mcd, delivery aja.

Pokoknya gue tuh kan anak yang penurut kan......jadi gue turutin nasihat nyokap gue yang katanya nggak usah belajar, jadilah seharian stalking orang orang di rumah arin ohohoho,

HAAAAH I had my time out jadi besok siap seharian belajar ya sampe mampus.

thatha bloggy wish me luck :*

2011-03-12T02:00:00.000-08:00

No matter how hard i tried to run from you. I will always find you as my biggest "what if"

2011-02-23T05:21:00.000-08:00

do do do do do do do do do do do do do do
do do do do do do do do do do do do do do

I'll be your crying' shoulder, I'll be your love suicide
I'll be do do do do do do. I'll be the greatest girl of your life

'cause I like going for hikes and riding bikes

and playing video games in the middle of the night
And I'll stay up late and I wont even care that we're getting up early to go to the state fair
I'm gonna ride the biggest ride it'll be out of sight
Then I'll share an elephant ear with you if you'd like

Because we are alive so we've gotta live life
To the fullest you spin the bottle and I'll dim the lights
Four five six seven minutes in the closet

You were on my mind at least nine tenths of yesterday
It seemed as if perhaps I'd gone insane
What is it about you that has commandeered my brain?
Maybe it's your awesome songs or maybe it's the way
You go straight to the top you're not scared of getting squashed
You know just when to jump off. You're so brave
and then you run to the right it seems there's no hope in sight

and you drop down to the tube that takes you right to level eight

Life is a highway and I'm gonna ride it
Every day's a winding road yeah
My roller coaster's got the biggest ups and downs
As long as it keeps going' round its unbelievable

2011-02-22T01:28:00.000-08:00

I thank God for....

Mama, Papa, Lovely brother
ubercool friends
cereals
cheese sandwich
good scores
Fernando Torres
internet connections
blogger
sun, stars and moon
kuta beach
live football match on television
smokin hawt footballer
voice
Tartan shirts for boys

aaaaaaandddd still working on more!

2011-02-20T02:09:00.000-08:00

I can't handle this, I need to get this thing out of my mind,

WHAT MAKES A VJ?

lol, wish me luck tho.

2011-02-20T01:58:00.000-08:00

NO MORE HARD BAD SAD SILLY FEELINGS!

I am sooooo over that thingy... Im gonna start new days soon being a happy perky girl without any sad songs playing along and Im gonna do my best to stay away from troubles.

crap.

that would be freaking hard to do that, but i'll take a chance.

till then, CIAO.

2010-11-06T10:54:00.000-07:00

Stood in a crowded place all dressed up in a late night with a black dull eyeliner all over my eyes. Dressed unproperly, got nowhere to sit, I hate waiting. Made a call but apparently the busy provider relapsed and got me stucked in a strange circumstances.

But those silence moments earned some thoughts, about many things. Those thoughts came like a spinwheel whirling round and rounds. Kind of thoughts that you would easily forget, but that night, I decided not to.

As people came and went, I tried so hard to understood them by what were they holding or how did they dressed. And all of that leads to people whom I know..... and then a flashback of what happened that day suddenly rushed.

So, where's to start?

That day I woke up late, went to school with my mom to get a report card, had a little chat with friends and went home.
Did nothing, so I decided to take a nap. My mom woke me up and told me I had to go to courses, and I did things all in a hurry.
Came late to class, but lucky enough to be able to get in. but again, had to get out early.
Pals came around and said hi, knew some shocking facts, got something to eat, they went home, and I was all alone.
My driver suddenly took a role of driving miss daisy and made me wait. Tired of waiting, I went to the course building and sat at the lobby.

My eyes rolled trying to find words to read. Suddenly a voice accost. Had some revealing chat with someone I knew for a long time,got a chance to know him better. Enjoying every moments and every words was all I did. Laughed and joked until it was the time for me to go, so I said goodbye and went.

Couldn't wait to tell my bestfriends of what just happened.

Some stories were spilled, and we got to the place where we planned to spent the night.
I took a very deep breath as I walked,tried to relax and not to make an exagerrated thoughts.

Nights goes by perfectly until I had to go home. Said goodbye, again. I waited to get picked up all alone and suddenly there comes this words spinning on my mind.

-haha-have been hiding something in my mind, that its already two weeks since an episode of broken heart and still, got no answer to prove.

New person knocked the door, I may opened and wrote a new chapter. With no intention and nowhere to go, I decided to just walk.

I-don't-know-what-to-feel.

2010-10-31T07:06:00.000-07:00

wow, I didnt know that being 17 made me learn about so many things.

I just deleted all my posts about you, and this probably would be the last. .

That night, I have that strange feelings in my stomach. I supposed to be happy, but I felt cold inside. People were keep coming but I felt like I'm still waiting for someone, someone whom I knew would never come.

I knew that something is wrong out there.

Ever since she told my best friend, I did not shocked. Because I had feelings from the start, that she meant to be with you.

She's all I'm not. She deserves you. She's a typical of a nice girl which I'm apparently not. She's all that independent.

well, no need to apologize for anything, You don't do anything wrong. He wants you, He doesn't even look at me. My best friend told me to wait, but you know what? I won't.

Life is hard. But I'm strong.

Oh, and just like you.. ever since that night, I knew that a journey has just begun.

and it starts as I'm ending a chapter about you.

So goodbye,

you know I will always be around.

You always seem to know where to find me and I’m still here

behind you
In the corner of your eye.
I’ll never really learn how to
love you
But I know that I love you through the hole in the sky. Where I see you
And that’s not an invitation
That’s all I get
If this is communication
I disconnect
I’ve seen you, I know you
But I don’t know
How to connect, so I disconnect

I'm wishing you a happy life.

2010-08-11T07:27:00.000-07:00

so, erm. there's this guy from back then... and I kinda met him yesterday, and I don't like him. I mean, can I just shoo shoo him from my life, just shoooo and never come back. You made me down and I hate you!!!!!!!

2010-03-18T06:48:00.000-07:00

2009-09-17T15:56:00.001-07:00

okayyy so speaking about bring it up to me----HAHAHA gw baru nonton bring it on fight to the finish lohhh, jujur yaaa no offense, in my opinion it was no better than the previous movie, bagusan yg in it to win it, tapi cheer routines nya bagusan ini, pemeran utama cowoknyaganteng sih hahaha namanya cody longo.

2009-08-20T20:05:00.001-07:00

hm jadi ya kan kemaren gw lia trus gw diramal gt deh sama mister gw, dia baca garis tangan gw trus gini isinya :
Love : 4 kali pacaran 2 kali serius, nikah umur 23-25 punya anak 3 cewek, cowok, unidentified HAHAHA this is creepy
Pendidikan : yah minimal D3 lah (wthflmfao@!?)
Kesehatan : kurangin makan HAHAHAHAHA lamee
yah gitu deh pokoknya

2009-07-10T12:06:00.000-07:00

love is not only about being with someone you love, but it is also about letting them happy being with someone they love

2009-06-25T08:00:00.000-07:00

im scared what should i do then? i am totally freakin out what will happen tomorrow God would you give me some of your miracle this time God? i just dont wanna see them down for what ive got please God sent me your miracle im hoping wishing from the deepest of me God i know you know what i meant God its not only for me God pleaseeee dont let them down God im way too much love You and them God to see them down God please im crying now pleaseeeeeeeeeeee God ill do whatever it takes to make them happy God ily please God give me help amin yaRabbal alamin

2009-06-13T05:59:00.000-07:00

eh maaaaaf loh gw basi lebay apadeh terserah maaf ya gw emang nyebelin but i love you addle brain

i will miss the time when we played capsa deh, surely will, and even i will miss the time when we fought, when we were debating something or when we had fun together, when we joked, when we cried together aaaaaaah i will miss you addle brain

and eventough people often say that our class is a massive trouble, and even when i realize that it's true i still love you addle brain

because i just don't care what they say, they judged us from what they could see.. but they couldn't see the fun that we felt could they?

and even when there were some people in our class that made me down for some reasons, i still love our class,

because i know when sometimes i made my friend down.. they'd forgive me, we're friends right?

and for every single thing that happened in our class either it's good or bad, i love you anyway addle brain

i love you for the tears and the laughed that you gave me, thanks for teached me the meaning of truefriendship, the meaning of failure and also persevereance to get what i want..

i really love you addle brain and i'm crying now, but that's okay it's tears of happiness i guess

and do you wanna know what i really wanna do right now? i really wanna have a time machine so that i could back to the time when we laughed together, then i wanna stop.. because i'll miss you addle brain and i'm not joking this time hahaha i love you xoxo :)

thanks!

2009-05-11T22:06:00.000-07:00

my mom said : "kalo kamu gak mau terlalu kecewa nantinya, mama saranin jangan terlalu berharap"

kak raka said : "nobody does know what's gonna happen right?"

chika said : "pengalaman gw sama nyokap win, kalo terlalu pengen nanti malah ga dapet"

alissa said : "berdoa wiiiin, ngaruh banget"

hanum said : "you think that i don't make mistake, i make it hun! "

and I said : "God, please do give me one more chance, i'm begging you God, i've done my best and all that's left is your decision. "

what a day

2009-05-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

hahahaha mau nulis lagi yaaaaa

jadi begini, waktu hari minggu kemaren juga.. abis lomba saman dag dig dug itu, gw kan mau balikin formulir afs..

teruuuuuussssssssssssssssss

pas gw sampe sana eh di sana ngantrinya udah kayak ngantri audisi mamamia, tapi berhubung tekadku sudah membara rela berkorban tuk cita cita apapun yang merintanginya kan ku dobrak jiwa smangat membara aseeeeeeekkkk lagu ldks smp gw tuh

akhirnya gw ngantri, eh di belakang gw pas banget ada gaby risty sama hanum, yaudah deh kita heboh gitu berempat

nah, setelah kita berempat berhasil melewati rintangan panas panasan ngantri giliran yg udah kayak pembagian blt plus mamamia itu...

AKHIRNYA kita sampe juga ke tahap screening pertama, si gaby sama si risty lolos..

nah giliran gw sama hanum, unfortunately kita ada yg salah anddddddddddd

harus ngulang lagi dari awal..... WTFFFFFFFFF?!

tapi ya emang salah sih, trus kan kakak kakak nya jg udah capek ya.. ngerti sih gw, yaudah kita ngantri lagi deh dari awal

tau kan ngantri nya kayak apaaaaaaaaaaaa MAMAMIA MAMA MENYERTAIKU oh my god

teruuuuusssssssssssss itu sumpah ya EMPAT JAM gw disana,udah kaya tukul dah empat mata wekewekkewek (apasih wiiiin) mulai dari ngantri sampe bener bener selesai

tapi ya bersakit sakit dahulu senengnya belakangan kan ya

but i met cute boy there so yaaaaaaa berkesan bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet that rainy sunday hahahahaha

2009-05-06T08:11:00.000-07:00

happy birthdaaaaaaay my chairmate hanuuuum

2009-04-13T06:50:00.000-07:00

Spongebob's Definition:
F- is for friends who do stuff together!

U- is for you and me!

N- is for anywhere and anytime at all down here in the deep blue sea!

Plankton's Definition:

F- is for FIRE that burns down the whole town!

U- is for URANIUM... bombs!

N- is for NO SURVIVAL WHEN YOU...

Spongebob and Plankton together:

F- is for Frolic through all the flowers

U- is for ukelele

N- is for nose pickin(not what u think), sharin gum, and sand lickin (what...) here with my best buddy!

hahahahhaa... yeah they go off laughing for a while then Mr.Krabs says, " Arrrg... Mutiny "

(taken from urbandict.com you should visit this site :)

2009-04-12T01:03:00.000-07:00

hi there, and as you know that this week is (or was?) a golden week which SHOULD BE interesting for me. but it turns out differently that i didnt enjoy this weekend.

i don't know why, i only had this super bad headache which was killing me

BYE, I'M DEAD

and you should know that tommorow i've got a math test at my schoool

oh crap !

but yes that's the fact baby, go find your math book and start studying now

and all i can say is just oh crap